hikikomoe: (fake girls shouldn't cry)
The car grinds to a halt in front of the castle. Lara assumes they've reached the castle, at least. She is still curled on her side, lying across the back seat, her coat draped over her. It's proving ineffective at keeping out the chill. The sensation in her fingertips is waning; perhaps being indoors will fix that, but it feels as though the cause of this is something more than the loss of heat alone.

The church was warm, she recalls, and curls in on herself more tightly. She will have to leave the car presently, but for the moment, not moving seems the more preferable option.
hikikomoe: (fake girls shouldn't cry)
I no longer know you.

Lara's hand stalls. She is attempting to codify the abilities of each of Lancer's Braves, so she and Caster can prepare appropriate countermeasures. But that recollection keeps interrupting her processes. She checks over what she's written thus far; no obvious errors present themselves, but she can't dismiss a feeling of incorrectness about it all, that there's something she has missed.

She returns to her reading. Japanese notions of heroism, it seems, aren't as different from those she has found in her romances as she first imagined. The emphasis on unwavering loyalty and self-sacrifice is similar, and though the heroes she's studied are more likely to die at the hands of others than at their own, the notion of death as a means of regaining honor is evident in both. In the end, the hero's cause is worth more than the hero's life.

In that sense, perhaps, I have made a hero of you.

She bites her lip. This is going nowhere.
hikikomoe: (Default)
Lara's consciousness returns in flickers and starts. Only one rule has been changed, but altering that rule has altered many of her other functions, and they are slow to resume. She is aware, when she is aware, of her other codes shifting to accommodate this change: subtly in most cases, but present, not unlike how a book might look if its margins were widened by a millimeter or two.

She opens her eyes. She is in her room, lying on her bed, and a book rests on the table next to her. Her motor functions don't seem compromised, so she picks it up. Parzival. She thought she saw it last in the basement, but she doesn't mind its presence here.

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